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The Month That October Came

It's been a while. I was thinking I wasn't so screwed up in my head anymore. I know better than to let my guard down, but there are still...

Oct 4, 20252 min read

To be Known and Adored

I keep my courage in the fridge. The last place a thief would ever look. Unless they're hungry. In that case, they could have it. They...

Death of the Abstract Artist

Jun 26, 20252 min read

The Night Owl Hates Linguistics

At night, I drag myself from the covers, cold and ravenous, even in the hundred degree heat. I creep through the hallway, and hold my own...

Death of the Abstract Artist

Jun 26, 20251 min read

Grief's Sweet Nothings

I have not fallen in love. I swore to myself that if love ever came to my doorstep again, it would be because I invited it over. My heart...

Death of the Abstract Artist

Jun 26, 20253 min read

It's All So Simple

Drafts from Death of the Abstract Artist "Life is bad and good; but much worse and better than ever before. I want to learn many things...

Death of the Abstract Artist

Jun 22, 20252 min read

Human is Too Complicated

I haven't written any poetry these past couple days. I was busy. I did things with friends. Lots of things. I crammed my days off with...

Life in Motion

Jun 16, 20254 min read

The Elephant in the Room

Okay, here goes. I wrote an entire book about it without ever really talking about it. I don't know how to talk about it, honestly. There...

Life in Motion

Jun 14, 20255 min read

Graduation - Reflections

I graduated high school on Sunday. Things are supposed to feel different but they don't yet. As much as I hated the monotony of school, I...

Life in Motion

Jun 12, 20254 min read

The Thirteenth Year Cicada

Drafts from Death of the Abstract Artist I am a cavity of broken things. My arms are made of silicone putty, My legs are made of lines...

Death of the Abstract Artist

Jun 12, 20251 min read

Do I Want to Die?

Draft from Death of the Abstract Artist "I take myself to the beach to pick shards from the sand, to pull myself free of the sea foam. I...

Death of the Abstract Artist

Jun 4, 20252 min read

Ode to the Jailbars | The Roots of all Insomnia

Drafts from Death of the Abstract Artist ; here's a two in one! "I am staging a murder against the parts of me that have loved. I am...

Death of the Abstract Artist

Jun 4, 20251 min read

The Grief Machine

Draft from Death of the Abstract Artist "Some nights, there is blood in my bed. Some nights I am very tired by do not sleep. I am...

Death of the Abstract Artist

Jun 3, 20252 min read

Do Not Forget What I Will Become

Draft for Death of the Abstract Artist "I am breaking myself into pieces. I am degenerating into breadcrumbs. I want to follow the trail...

Death of the Abstract Artist

Jun 3, 20251 min read

Draft from 'Death of the Abstract Artist

"I never want to love anyone again. Not the way I loved her. Circling the cliff's edge, anticipating the leap. I've jumped off that ledge...

Death of the Abstract Artist

May 31, 20251 min read